angst

Enough to fill a bucket.

Gaaaagh. This place is going to make me crazy. I need to find a way to preserve my sanity until I can find something else to do. Either that or I'll simply have to let myself go mad and run with it. There is freedom in lunacy.

I seem to have lost the ability to give a shit about anything.

Now with that in mind let's take a look at the word "apathetic" :

A: From Greek a-. A negative prefix meaning "not" or "without". E.g. atom, "Not cuttable"; amoral, "without morals".

Pathetic: You know this word. See where I am going?