Seems I have not one, but two, apple trees.
Dinner with friends wherein I learned something very helpful.
Getting checked out by a very attractive woman on a bicycle as I walked home from the grocery store.
Being left out, ignored, under- or un- valued, these are the worst things for me, And the more it happens the less I feel I have anything to offer. So I withdraw. And then people forget I am even here. And it spirals down.